cuman kampus 1 jam..mestynya 2 jam,
tapi karna Assesment FnB nya di undur,jadi cuman 1 jam dhe,,
seneng c..tapi tambah deg2 an..>
bis rasanya kurang comfy,,
dan mesty tambahin sswtu biar tambah berisi,,
soalnya kamar super gede n kosong banget,jadi merasa hampa..:(
um,,
merasa agak senang sekaligus sedih n kecewa juga c..
okeh..
seneng nya..
karna udah bisa biasa ajah..act very normaly infront of him..
We are friends and will always stay friends..:)
seneng juga,karna jalan dr kampus pulang super deket..wkwkwkwkw
trus juga seneng,cc bentar lagi dateng!!!yaay!!:)
gak sabar mau ketemu cc ku tercintah sama mau belanja bareng dia..:)
sedih n kecewanya ya..
karna ini.
dia, baru menyayat2 tangan nya sebelah kiri..
bentunya begini
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kesel gak c?
ugghhh..bukannya kepo ato gmn..
bukannya juga karna masih ada perasaan ma dia..
tapi,care sama seorang temen boleh kan?
apa lagi,bener2 mengecewakan..
karna sebab nya dia nyyatin tangan nya dia thu,karna cwe..
uugghh..se bego2 nya gue ajah,
paling anti yang namanya macem2 kalo skid hati..
ituh bukan tindakan yang paling bener!n gak bakalan buat orang kasian / feel bad for him..
tapi orang laen thu malah kesel sama dia..maksudnya,orang yang care sama dia..
sakit hati mmg diakuin mmg penyakit paling nyebelin!
paling bisa buat orang down,stress,gila,gak pengen hidup..
but, if you're strong and belive in your self,
lu pasty tau,kalo masalah gak lebih besar di banding Anugrah Tuhan..
masalah gak Tuhan bikin buat kita hindarin,berprilaku gak jelas,or bikin orang laen ikutan pusing sama masalah lu..
tapi Tuhan bikin masalah,buat kita selesaikan,buat bikin kita kuat,buat bikin kita percaya kalo pasty ada jalan keluarnya, n bikin kita cari jalan itu..then move on..or just belive on what you've belived..
kecewa bener2 c..
tapi,that's his life..
he can do what ever thing he wants and how he wants it..
tapi bukan berarti..
kebebasan...buat orang lain juga kawatir..
super sedih gtu liat dia bgtu..><
i felt the same damm thing with what he just felt now..
and it's because of him..
but i get out from it..
without any scratch literaly..
only it's killing me slowly..
inside here,,
but i've moved on..:)
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just like a child..
begging for freedom..
his parents didn't allowed him..
but he get out without notice..
he use that time..
for something stupid..
UN USEFULL..
when they find out,,
they're soo dissapointed..
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i just hope you're okay..
i don't wnat any of my friends does something like that,,
i just want to see
SMILLE
on their face..
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